The reason you can't see your deleted questions is that they were deleted more than 60 days ago. This mSE Q&A refers. http://meta.stackexchange.com/questions/185491/what-is-the-deleted-recent-questions-page-in-the-user-profile

The system is aware of these poorly received questions and will not let you ask new ones. There seems little you can do at this time to fix that. This is probably a Good Thing<sup>TM</sup>.